The Takes Over The Breaks Over ~SKY AND ALEC~

[Kirsten Elle Barker]

shush girl, shut your lips ,
( DO THE HELLEN KELLER & TALK WITH YO HIPS )

K

[/color]irsten flopped onto the couch in the social area, totally out of it. She was tired and a little amazed. She hadn’t been at Michigan State for long and she had already fallen in love with someone. She was scared though. What if it ended badly with Sky? What if he was like his parents and was lying to her. Part of her wanted to break it off and forget about the whole thing so she wouldn’t get hurt. Another part of her was soaring. She barely believed that he loved her but she had told him that she would trust him. He loved her. Just that thought was a little scary. She brought a hesitant finger to her lips and bit on her fingernail. She hadn’t done this nervous habit in awhile. She lay back on the couch and sighed in discontent. She was pretty nervous. She had never had a boyfriend before since she hadn’t taken much interest in guys before now. She had always been in one of the guys anyways. With all her daring stunts, most guys thought she was a little scary and no one had asked her out. She hadn’t even gone on a date before.
She looked around the room at all the girls and boys. She didn’t really see any couples, and why would she? It was a mental hospital. She giggled at the thought. She had fallen in love at a mental hospital. Her giggle turned into a straight out laugh. A couple of people looked at her like she was crazy. She blushed. Maybe she was or maybe they were. She turned her attention to the TV. She never really watched TV. She was usually out and about, doing dares and other things. MTV’s Top 100 Countdown was on and quite a few people were watching it. She like music and she knew a few of the songs on there so she decided to watch it as well. She hummed the few songs she knew, which wasn’t many. Although she knew how to play guitar, she wasn’t great at remembering other people’s songs. She was better at making up her own.
She scanned the room for a second and caught sight of some familiar blonde hair. Was that… No, it couldn’t be. This place was huge. He couldn’t be here at the same time she was. She looked back at the TV, totally convinced that whoever the kid was, it wasn’t who she first thought he was. Instead, she fingered the anklet beneath her jeans, and became immersed in her thoughts.

black dress , with tights underneath,
( SHE'S GOT A TRUST FUND, FROM HER PARENTS BACK EAST )

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[Alec Andrews]

i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright
†WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†

†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN†
it's over but what if we just pretend

Alec walked around the social area, smiling and, you know, being social. He stopped to have quick conversation with a few people and he let himself be introduced to some new people. It still surprised him that most of the people here actually didn't seem all that crazy. There were only the occasional few that really seemed to have some issues. Most of the people here were normal people who were here because they were forced by their parents or the police. And then there were people like him, who freaked out over the smallest of things. Alec knew that he was one of the few really crazy ones, but he was doing better! He really was! And it was mostly because of Kirsty's help that day. She had told him that if he felt a panic attack coming on, he should just start thinking about good things, and not continue thinking about whatever was bothering him. It was the simplest of advice, but it really worked. Of course, he still had a panic attack pretty much every day, but at least he didn't have to try and deal with multiple, like he had before. Speaking of Kirsty...He hadn't seen her in quite a while, which was a shame. He really liked her and he wanted to hang out with her more, but something always seemed to get in the way. Counselling session, other people, who knows! But it was always something.

Alec sighed and scanned the room, looking for something he could do during his spare time. He saw the tv and shrugged, he didn't really have anything better to do. He walked over to the television area and brushed his blonde hair out of his eyes, which widened in surprise. A bright smile spread across his lips as he saw who was laying on the couch in front of him, playing with an anklet. "Kirsty!" he exclaimed happily. What luck, eh? He sat down next to her feet on the egde of the couch and smiled at her, with his head thingyed slightly to the side. "So...How's it going?" Hopefully well. He didn't want her to to having a bad time here. He hoped that she was over her everbody-hates-me thing, and had accepted the fact that people do like her, but he knew that that was unlikely, and he wasn't about to ask. He would just hope. No one deserved to have to go through something like that, it wasn't right. Alec could hardly imagine going through life thinking that nobody liked him. Sure, there would be people who despised him, but he wasn't about to let those people bring him down because he knew there were other who did in fact like him. Like his grandmother. That thought made him a little sad. He hadn't seen his grandmother in a very long time, and he missed her. Yes, Alec would admit it, he was a little homesick.



( Words ) 491
( Tagged ) Kirsty and Sky
( Lyrics )camera shy by school boy humor
( Layout )xxmizzbry at caution 2.0
( Notes ) Booooh! This sucks!

[Skylar Mayson]

SKYLAR...

Glowing.

He was sure to be glowing even though he wasn’t aware of it. Wasn’t that theory true though? People who usually were in love had this eternal glow or aura about them that sometimes annoyed others who weren’t prone to the feeling. Wandering the halls was a routine in which Skylar became quite adapted to while being at State. Dashing smile spreading his cheeks upward, close enough to his sapphire eyes as he trotted down the hallways of the prison in a daze. It wasn’t like he had never had this glow about him before, I mean, he had had girlfriends. The best way to describe it was like this unending bliss of happiness that even if you told him the end of the world was going to occur tomorrow, well, it wouldn’t matter. The six foot blonde boy was blinded by love and too many it’d probably seem pathetic, as for others… adorable. Today he was dressed causally wearing a black misfits t-shirt, tight, dark, black skinny jeans that fell just a bit down his a.ss, and the albino belt that was strapped around them seemed to be failing at its purpose, revealing hot pink boxers. His shoes were all white Nikes with purple laces, and for once he had no hat upon his bleached hair. Around his neck was a silver chain with a lock on the end, one could only ponder who had the key? Continuing down the hall Skylar thought back on his day so far. There was one word that was the rightful definition for it. Boring. Boring, boring, boring, boring, bor-…Stopping dead in his tracks he c.ocked his head toward the left side of the corridor, he backed up a bit nearly tripping on his own footing. Lips parting open, his brows furrowed into a grin. Glancing into a room he was extremely familiar with, for he had been in there a few times out of boredom and when he felt it necessary to lie around and watch TV, meet a few new people here and there when he could. He moved closer now, leaning an arm against the door frame. Sounds of voices boomed inside the room, but some were muffled out by the light and sound coming from the television. Sky’s grin faded as he fixed his gaze on her lounging on the couch, practically taking up the whole thing as she laid there, at this his grin ceased and he smirked. Returning again into a glare the problem was she hadn’t taken up the whole couch. Just by her feet a guy sat, his back facing Skylar. Gritting his teeth together they made a painful noise only he could hear, the noise of bone grinding against bone inside his mouth. His hands balled into fists. Who the hell was this guy!? Why was he with Kirsten? And from where Skylar was standing they both looked pretty cozy on the couch together…he didn’t approve. Was Kirsten – No! That thought he mentally shoved to the back of his mind. He shouldn’t jump to such conclusions. He refused or denied himself to even believe that she’d ever do that to him. With the way she preached about trust issues and all, there was no way in hell she was a hypocrite. Correct? That question was to be left unanswered as he thought it to himself but longed to mutter it out loud.

To Skylar this prick had no reason to be so close to his girlfriend. Weather or not the guy was a friend or a friend of a friend, Skylar wasn’t going to allow it. He didn’t think himself jealous, but more protective. Sure it was wrong to instantly judge this guy, and Sky had girls that were just friends of his own, but he couldn’t help the way he felt right now.

A sly expression swept across Skylar’s face as he slowly detached himself from the door and moved into the room. He ducked down, staying in line with boy, basically hiding behind his figure so Kirsten wouldn’t know Skylar was there. Dropping to his knees by the arm of the couch he went into an army crawl, and dragged himself to the back of the couch. Counting to ten in his head, he waited a while….one, two, three. He then remembered what Kirsten had said back in the cafeteria that day about never scaring her again, did this count? He wasn’t really scaring her though, more along the lines of popping up unexpectedly. That made it better, it seemed more innocent. Sky smiled, and as he finally got to ten he sprung up from behind the couch, hurtling over it and landing lightly on top of Kirsten. Propping himself up on his elbows on either side of her so he wouldn’t fully crush her, his smile grew wider. Blue eyes sparkling with amusement, he pretended not to notice Alec was even there. Turning his head, and glancing over his shoulder quickly he narrowed his eyes then whipped back to Kirsten, smile once again present. Shifting his weight to his left elbow he moved his right hand up to the side of her face, playing with her hair. “Hi, beautiful,” He muttered calmly, smirking, ignoring anybody else in the room that might have been watching. Including Alec.

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Other: I needed to shake things up a lil' =PP Hope you guys don't mind, tell me if you want me to change it or whatev. But i love this post, actually xD lol teehee, Skylar <3

[Kirsten Elle Barker]

shush girl, shut your lips ,
( DO THE HELLEN KELLER & TALK WITH YO HIPS )

K

[/color]irsten sighed as some sort of country music came on. She wasn’t a fan of country and the show was slowly boring her. She reached lower down her leg and pulled at her anklet, totally bored. It was tiring just to sit around doing nothing. The people here had to live yet the counselors and doctors caged them in here with barely anything to do. What did they think Kirsten would do? Well, she knew that she probably couldn’t be trusted what with all the dangerous dares she could probably do here. There were some materials she could use to cause some heavy damage with. She realized this in her head but still considered it an injustice to not let the inmates have a little freedom outside. Was that too much to ask for? Apparently, it was.

”Kirsty!”

Kirsten focused on reality when she saw the cute blonde boy settle down by her feet. So, she really had seen Alec. She grinned at him. She was happy to see the joyful kid. He was so sweet and she had wanted to see him to give him the present that she had for him in return for the yellow tulip she had gotten from him. She smiled sweetly at him, before speaking.
“Hey, Alec! I’m…” she considered how to answer, “bored.” She smirked. Who wasn’t bored in this place? Besides falling in love with Sky, nothing very exciting had happened while she had been here and she felt challenged deprived. She needed a thrill or something dramatic and exciting to happen. She wanted a rush, or else she thought she might wither to nothing. Her whole life was dares and challenges and kick ass dare devil stunts. Without these things, she was nothing. So, being stuck in a mental hospital with no dares, thrills, challenges, no rush to fulfill her wants was devastating for her. The boredom was basically eating her alive. She sighed lightly. All of that was like sunlight or oxygen to her. It was a little sad but she didn’t think of it that way. She was unique so people should just deal with her odd style and attitude. It wasn’t going to do them much good if they tried to change her. That was exactly what they were trying to do at Michigan State. They wanted her to stop being the dare devil that she was. They wanted her to talk out her feelings, thinking that it will help her. The thrill that she longed for was like a drug addiction to her and not many people could get her off of it. No, scratch that. Not one person could stop her from doing dares and challenges. It was impossible. She glared at the ceiling as if to make her point.
All of a sudden, she felt the pressure on her body and a familiar face right in front of her eyes. In surprise, she let out a yelp. As she slowly realized who it was who had scared the shit out of her, her shocked expression became covered up by anger.

“Hi, beautiful.”

She glared at him. “Damn it Sky! What did I tell you about scaring me?!” She felt his hand go up and start playing with his hair. She didn’t make a move to push him away or stop him from touching her. In fact, she was a little amused on the inside. She really like the position they were in at the moment and she had an urge to kiss him all of a sudden but Alec was right there so she couldn’t really flirt openly with Sky. “You scared the living crap out of me,” she muttered. “Now, let me sit up.” Before he could allow her to or protest – whichever one he would have done – she pushed him forcefully up and sat up straight, though her legs were still spread out on the couch. “Get off my lap.” She smiled at Alec to show him that everything was all right, knowing the kid was prone to panic attacks when scared or confused.
She wasn’t really paying attention to the people who were looking at them. All she could really focus on was Sky an inch away from her. It was hard to take her mind off of him most of the time. Even if she was thinking about something else, he usually popped up in her mind somehow. She waited for him to get off of her so she could sit properly. There was something that was different about Sky at the moment. It was a creepy feeling she had felt before but she just couldn’t place it. He seemed agitated. It disturbed Kirsten, but she let it go. Sky was her boyfriend now and she was supposed to trust him. Imagining creepy feelings emanating from Sky wasn’t going to help her in that department. She sighed again, this time as if she was dealing with a really troublesome kid. But she didn’t really mind. She loved to deal with Sky. This thought got her wondering what Sky was like as a child. The image conjured up by her imagination made her grin. A mini Sky would’ve probably been so cute!

black dress , with tights underneath,
( SHE'S GOT A TRUST FUND, FROM HER PARENTS BACK EAST )

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[Alec Andrews]

i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright
†WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†

†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN†
it's over but what if we just pretend

“Hey, Alec! I’m…bored.” Ahh. Boredom. It was a lovely thing, really. It was like the world screaming out to you 'you don't deserve to enjoy yourself, have a horrid time goddammit!' He knew enough about bredom to know that it was almost inevitable in a place like Michigan State, and Alec wasn't immune to it either. He needed entertainment in his life otherwise he felt kind of trapped, and that was not a good thing for a person who suffers from panic attacks to feel. Though he would always put a smile on his face and act happy when he was around other people. They didn't need to suffer as well.

"Who isn't bored- AH!" He jumped back, completely shocked by what had just happened. He had been about to reply to Kirsty when suddenly, out of what appeared to be nowhere, a guy flung himself over the top of the couch and landed on top of Kirsten. What was it, ambush or something?! Alec was slightly freaked out to say the least, and by the way he had jumped up off of the couch was probably an indication to everyone in the room that he was scared shitless. There was pretty much no sense in denying it. Alec's heart was racing in his chest and his palms were sweating as the guy whipped his head back and shot him an angry glare before turning back to the girl whom he was on top of.

Alec hadn't been expecting the words that came out of his mouth. At all. "Hi, beautiful,” What? What kind of a greeting was that? You don't greet your friends like that unless they are very close friends indeed, or unless...Unless of course...Alec raised his eyes and his face fell at what he saw. The boy, who Kirsty had addressed as Sky, was still on top of her and he was playing with her pretty blonde hair. And not only that, but she didn't seem at all like she minded. She actually looked as though she would like to stay in that position for hours. What crushed him the most was the reassuring smile that Kirsten gave him, telling him that everything was all right, that there was nothing to worry about.

If she had been in Alec's position at that moment, she would have understood why everything wasn't all right, that it wasn't possible for everything to be all right. How could things be all right when the girl you loved had a boy that she so obviously loved on top of her? Alec realized then that he was in love with that girl, and he also realized that she couldn't love him back, because she already had someone to love her. Alec forced a smile onto his lips and gave a small nod to show Kirsty that he was fine. But I'm not fine. Nothing seems fine now. And really, nothing did. To him, the future now seemed bleak in comparison to what it had been before, just a few seconds ago. Before, everything had seemed bright and cheery and actually felt as though there was a possibility of him leaving Michigan State soon, and right now, he felt like he did after one of his worst breakups a few years ago, even though he hadn't even been dating Kirsty. Just seeing her there looking so happy with Sky hurt him in a way that he would probably never be able to explain.

Not that he would let any of these thoughts show on his face. Kirsten didn't know that he loved her, and she didn't have to know. Alec just wanted her to be happy, and if she was happy with this Sky, then he was happy for her. He smiled brightly at her and gestured toward the other boy. "So, are you two..you know, together?" He forced himself to keep the happy tone in his voice, even though he wanted to break down into tears. He had to make sure that Kirsty didn't find out about how strongly he felt for her, how much he wanted to hold her in his arms, how much he wanted to kiss her cute little lips... He knew that if he told her though, that would just confuse her and make Sky angry, for already, even though he had only been sitting by her, Alec knew that Sky disliked him. He didn't want to make those feelings any worse then they already were, so he would act like a friend. Just a normal friend. Only a friend.




( Words ) 762
( Tagged ) Kirsty and Sky
( Lyrics )camera shy by school boy humor
( Layout )xxmizzbry at caution 2.0
( Notes ) Poor Alec, oh my lord ):

[Skylar Mayson]

SKYLAR...

Chuckling softly, he couldn’t hold it back. The fact she was glaring at him and so spooked amused Sky. He continued to play with her hair, twirling the blonde strands in between his big, long, boney fingers as he listened to her shouts. ‘Damn it Sky! What did I tell you about scaring me?! You scared the living crap out of me’ Biting his lip gently, he gave a casual, relaxed shrug. “I guess it slipped my mind, Kir. And, to be honest, love.” He paused; tapping an index finger gently on her nose then twined his hand through her hair again. “I wouldn’t exactly consider this scaring you. I had no intention of doing any such thing this time, really. How about if we call it... popping up unexpectedly?” Skylar suggested, dark brows craning up his forehead, the amused look was still visible. ‘Now, let me sit up. Get off my lap.’ As she forcefully pushed him, he balanced himself on his knees and the palms of his hands. Sighing and rolling his eyes he muttered, “Fine. If that’s how you’re gonna be. No fun.” Skylar got up, standing by the edge of the couch now so Kirsten could sit properly, and so there’d actually be room for him. He fixed his shirt as he stood there, not bothering to pick up his jeans, but instead messed around with his hair a bit, styling it so that it looked as if he just rolled out of bed, but the bed head look was attractive on him. Once he was done tending to himself he fixed his blue gaze on to Kirsten, again acting as if Alec didn’t exsist. In his mind the only way he was going to acknowledge the kid in any way possible was if Kirsten introduced them. He was still interested in who Alec was and why the fuck was he mingling with Kirsten. Again Skylar’s hands twitched as he stood there, it was a tad awkward, but his hands then curved into fists once more. Despite the fact he wanted to yell and possibly throw a sucker punch to Alec in the face, he repressed this urge. Kirsten probably wouldn’t approve of that, and she’d most likely end up being extremely upset with him. Feeling this way also wasn’t good for his killing urges. So far, everything was fine; he wasn’t imagining doing anything grotesque or vile to the kid. So far being the keywords. Instead he hid his aggression with a smile, blue eyes focused on Kirsten; he didn’t dare waver off of her.

Skylar was tempted to make eye motions from Kirsten to Alec, indicating that she should make the move first and explain this whole scenario to him. Yet, Sky didn’t do any such thing. He still smiled, staring a Kirsten, fists clenched. Standing there he still waited for her to schooch on over so that he could sit next to her. Sky wanted to put as much distance as possible between Alec and Kirsten. He couldn’t help but wonder now what they had been doing before he arrived. An even worse thought was, if they had been friends for while, what did they do when Skylar wasn’t around at all? This made him even angrier, but he still failed to give any evidence of it. He hoped that maybe Alec would be leaving soon, but Skylar highly doubted that. But the guy could wish, right?

“So, are you two…you know, together?” This question instantly got Skylar’s attention, snapping his gaze away from Kirsten he grinned at Alec. He gave the poor kid a look as if he were a disgusting insect Sky just wanted to step on but couldn’t because it was on the endangered species list. Lips parted he was about to answer, but thought better of it, snapping his jaw shut. He’d let Kirsten take full control over this one. Anything Skylar would have said wouldn’t have come out pleasantly to begin with. He wanted to reply with 'Yes, actually, we are together so I’d appreciate if you got you’re ass out of here'or 'Fuck off, thingyhead.' Instead Skylar glanced back at Kirsten, brows elevated giving her a look that shouted ‘So, you didn’t tell this guy you’re with someone, huh?’ At this his right eye started to twitch a little as he literally was just about ready to spring at Alec, tackling the guy to the ground and beating the fuck out of him in front of everyone that was there. Again Skylar held himself back, and continued to act like everything was peachy keen.

But, of course, nothing was.

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[Kirsten Elle Barker]

shush girl, shut your lips ,
( DO THE HELLEN KELLER & TALK WITH YO HIPS )

K

[/color]irsten rolled his eyes as he teased her. Because that’s what it was. It was teasing. It seemed he was always teasing her but she liked it most of the time. He was a sweetheart and a goof off and she loved him so much for it all. She felt like her heart was about to burst when he tapped her nose. She savored his touch but kept the upset glare on her face, unwilling to forgive him yet, but she knew she would. She couldn’t help but forgive Sky since he was her love. He was now her everything. She knew it was true. She was mad for him and hopefully, he felt the same way about her. He had told her to trust him and she did. She knew she could no matter what. He had totally proved that. She loved him and would always love him, even if he broke her heart into tiny pieces. She would always forgive him, but she didn’t think she would be able to go back to him after something like that. It would always feel like her parents if that happened and she hoped it never did. She couldn’t face that kind of rejection anymore. “Popping up unexpectedly my ass. It’s just another phrase for scaring the shit out of me anyways,” she muttered with another eye roll. She felt a little sad when she heard his muttered words but he still allowed her to sit up. She felt a little regretful for making him move so she stood and grabbed his arm, pulling him down on the couch with her, but making herself in the middle of the two boys. She moved her hand into his and intertwined their fingers, feeling a little possessive. There was still something strange about the two of the boys around her right now, but she ignored the off feeling and smiled. Sky seemed cheerful enough and Alec seemed happy as well so, it was probably her imagination.

"So, are you two..you know, together?"

Kirsten was jerked back to reality and she realized that the two boys – the only two people she trusted at the moment and would always be the two she trusted the most – didn’t know each other yet. She felt odd as she turned to Alec. She knew that she was introducing Sky as her boyfriend, but there was something off about it. Something felt wrong but at the same time it was so right. It was a feeling that gave her goose bumps and made a shiver go down her back. She didn’t like it at all and the tugging that her heart was giving wasn’t pleasant either. Instead of revealing this feeling, she planted a smile on her face and introduced the two. “Uh… Yeah, he’s my boyfriend. Alec, this is Skylar. My childish, goofy, always smiling significant other,” she introduced and raised the hand that wasn’t holding his to mess up his hair. She grinned at him and squeezed his hand and then turned back to Alec. “Sky, this is Alec. He’s one of my best friends,” she said firmly, as if it was important that she stated this fact. It was like she was telling herself that they were friends even though she already knew that. She wondered what the hell she was thinking.
Sky really seemed odd now, with his eye twitching. She tilted her head to the side and looked him in the eye. What was up with him? Was he having the urge to kill or something like that? She put a hand to his forehead to feel if he had a fever but he was pretty cool. “You okay, Sky?” she asked, confusion and worry leaking through her obvious voice. Even Alec seemed a little funny at the moment. Something was off between the two of them and it was puzzling. It was like an unspoken tension or something like a war and she was in the middle of it. She looked back and forth between the two boys and placed her hand on Alec’s head after Sky’s. He was the same as Sky – as cool as can be. She withdrew her hand wordlessly and finally spoke. “What’s up with the two of you? Something odd is going on. I can feel it in the air. What’s up guys?” she asked it so worrisome and a little frightened. She felt like a lost puppy, and the puppy look was usually Sky’s corner. She didn’t really understand what was happening but she was an intuitive woman and felt the awkwardness that was around them. She bit her lip, hoping that one of them would settle the matter and make things better. She didn’t like the atmosphere one bit.

black dress , with tights underneath,
( SHE'S GOT A TRUST FUND, FROM HER PARENTS BACK EAST )

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[Alec Andrews]

i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright
†WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†

†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN†
it's over but what if we just pretend

Alec hardly listened to the conversation that was going on between Skylar and Kirsten for he was too far into his own little world. In this world, Sky didn't exist and Kirsten hadn't kept him a secret. In this world, Alec had everything he wanted. Happiness, no panic attacks, and most of all, he had Kirsty to love and hold and call his. Alec was absolutely shocked that even though he just realized that he was in love with her, it was affecting him so deeply. He didn't want Kisten to have anything to do with this bleached blonde. He looked, how to put it...dangerous. He seemed violent. Every look that Sky threw Alec was malicious and hate-filled, and he hadn't even done anything aside from stand up when he got on top of Kirsten.

Kirsten. Just thinking her name made his heart ache. Not just because of his new-found love for her, but the fact that she hadn't told him about Skylar. Why would she do something like that? There was absolutely no reason for it. Keeping Sky a secret was a horrible thing to do, in Alec's mind. Did she think that he wouldn't be able to deal with it, that he would be angry, that he wouldn't like her anymore? If anything, he liked her more, if that made any sense at all, which it probably didn't. He wanted to be able to love her more then this Skylar ever could, he wanted to be able to show her just how much he cared for her. But...She hurt him. She hurt him by not telling him about Sky, and he didn't much know what to do. He felt crushed, he felt used, he felt absolutely useless. He looked up and met Sky's look of utter disgust with dull eyes, for at the moment, he didn't really care.

“Uh… Yeah, he’s my boyfriend. Alec, this is Skylar. My childish, goofy, always smiling significant other,” Alec met her eyes and filled them with a completely false happiness. He would keep up his happy act for as long as he possibly could, she didn't need to see how upset he was, and neither did Skylar. He forced what he hoped was another bright smile onto his lips. "Wow, congratulations you two! That's great!" He prayed to the gods that his voice didn't sound fake. It couldn't sound fake. For her sake, and for his. He had a feeling that if Sky knew how he felt, he probably wouldn't hesitate to kill him. Normally, Alec wasn't one to make assumptions, but who wouldn't if they were faced with a guy like him? Seriously, he was frightening Alec with all of those evil glares.

Alec watched silently as Kirsty placed her hand on Sky's forehead, as though trying to see if he was sick. Alec stayed rigid as she came over to him and did the same, pressing her hand against his head. It was a sad realization for him to come to a moment later, realizing that that was probably the only touch she was ever going to give him. And once again, he remained like a picture, a mask of happiness and joy for one of his best friends. Because that was what they were. Friends. “What’s up with the two of you? Something odd is going on. I can feel it in the air. What’s up guys?” Alec gave her a curious smile, one that you would use when someone was being foolish. "What are you talking about, Kirsty? There's nothing going on at all!" He said these words in what he hoped was a convincing manner and shot her a reassuring grin, the exact same one that she had given him earlier. And he knew that it wouldn't break her heart like it had done to his. He pulled his gaze away from Kirsten, and let them flash over to Skylar, to whom he shot a smile, hoping that it would calm Kirsten down a bit. God he thought I really need to get out of here. And soon.



( Words ) I dunno
( Tagged ) Kirsty and Sky
( Lyrics )camera shy by school boy humor
( Layout )xxmizzbry at caution 2.0
( Notes ) Ehhh....Crappy...

[Skylar Mayson]

SKYLAR...

Skylar smirked as Kirsten ruffled his hair, returning the pressure to her hand. Still agitated he hid this very well with a smirk. “Sky, this is Alec. He’s one of my best friends,” As Kirsten introduced the kid Skylar’s baby blues settled slowly on Alec. Jaw clenched tight, he squeezed Kirsten’s hand a little harder, it just happened to be the closest thing to a stress ball. Skylar gave Alec a slight nod like when badasses in action movies acknowlegde each other; then shifted his eyes slightly to Kirsten then back to Alec again as if saying 'see that, its mine so don’t touch'. If only Kirsten wasn’t present Sky would be having a long conversation with this kid. He grinned as Kirsten gave him a hard look. Did she notice how disgusted and angry he was? He wanted to tell her! But now wasn’t the time, not with…him sitting with the two of them on the couch at the moment. Skylar didn’t flinch or cringe away as she placed her hand on his forehead. It actually felt good, her hand was cool and the skin was soft. “You okay, Sky?” Skylar refused to answer at first and watched, grin still visible as his girlfriend turned to Alec. Watching as she did the same motion to Alec as she had done to him, Skylar’s eye twitched slightly, putting even more pressure on Kirsten’s hand now. “What’s up with the two of you? Something odd is going on. I can feel it in the air. What’s up guys?” The sound of her voice calmed him; he blinked at her a few times biting his lip. He was so tempted to just blurt out what was wrong, but Kirsten deserved better than that, especially with the fact she put trust in him, and after everything she had to go through with her parents. He couldn’t lie to her; he didn’t want to lie to her.


He was just about to reply until the other blonde interrupted. "What are you talking about, Kirsty? There's nothing going on at all!" Skylar squinted, his eyes at Alec as the boy spoke every word. ‘Right…nothing wrong’ Sky thought with bitter sarcasm. The way he called her Kirsty also annoyed him. Of course Skylar never really called Kirsten by the nickname, but just hearing it out of this guy’s mouth was like listening to a dying cat. “Um,” Skylar began; an uneasy expression on his face. “Actually, Kirsten…I-I,” He stuttered a bit, thinking of a nicer way to put the whole scenario then blurting out ‘ I don’t want you near this little fuckhead!’ “I, uh, we…we need to talk, love. About…Some…Thing,” He paused in between the last three words he spoke. Eyes looking a little glossy for some odd reason, he fixed his eyes nice and steady right on her. Maybe those words weren’t good to say to her either. Most times when people said they needed to “talk” it was about break-ups and such. “A little later,” Skylar added quickly. "Without....company." He grinned motioning toward Alec.

occ: sorri! xP i haven't rped in about 3 weeks so my muse kinda died O.o

[Kirsten Elle Barker]

shush girl, shut your lips ,
( DO THE HELLEN KELLER & TALK WITH YO HIPS )

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[/color]lec’s enthusiasm towards Kirsten and Sky felt a bit off. There was an edge to them that Kirsten just couldn’t place at the moment. The whole atmosphere felt wrong. Sky squeezed her hand a little tighter and she winced slightly, yet unnoticeably. She smiled back at Alec and nodded. “Yeah.” She grinned over at Sky, the first person she had ever actually liked more than just another one of her guy friends. “It is.” As she said it, the same tugging feeling bugged her again. She hid it behind her smile, but it was telling her that something was very, very wrong. Maybe if she ignored it, it would go away? Now, she was just being naïve. There was something up and she needed to figure it out. But all she knew of the feeling was that it had to do with Sky and Alec. The two had never even met before so how the hell did that help her?
Sky had squeezed her hand even tighter and she winced again, stifling a small gasp. Was he really okay? Alec’s complete rebuttal of her question seemed normal enough, but a little suspicious to her. She was about to retort but Sky interrupted her.

“Um, Actually, Kirsten…I-I I, uh, we…we need to talk, love. About…Some…Thing, A little later. “Without....company."

Kirsten felt her heart drop and her heart start beating a million times a minute. She pulled on one of her good blank expressions quickly. That sounded a lot like a corny break up line. But Sky wouldn’t do that to her, would he? He wasn’t going to be like her parents and abandon her. He wasn’t going to tell her that he was tricking her this whole time with lies and acting. He wasn’t going to tell her it had been a misunderstanding, or worse, a game for him. He wasn’t like that. He was the bright, silly Sky who would never ever do something like that ever. He had promised her that she could trust him. She had believed him. So, he couldn’t – wouldn’t dare to tell her that he was lying when he said he loved her, would he? Something small in her mind was telling her two important things. One, he had never actually told her that he loved her and two; she didn’t actually know that he wouldn’t turn on her. Just the other day, she had believed that no one could ever love her. What if she was right? What if Sky had lied to her all this time? Just thinking that caused her a pain. She was unwilling to respond but knew she had to.
“Well, Sky, are you sure you can’t tell me here?” she asked calmly even though she was going crazy inside. “I don’t see anyone I can’t trust around.” Her face had a cold look on it, preparing for any blow that she would have to take. She didn’t want to hear anything alone. She would need support and since Alec was nearby, it was better to hear it with him than be alone in a hallway or elsewhere and have to break down there. She wasn’t even sure of what she was about to hear, yet she knew that nothing good could come out of the conversation that they would have.

black dress , with tights underneath,
( SHE'S GOT A TRUST FUND, FROM HER PARENTS BACK EAST )

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word count , bby --* five hundred and fifty six
lyrics , darling --* don't trust me , by 3OH!3
comments , doll --* oh nos! what have you done sky!
outfit, hun -- * click it~
wake up , the credits are rolling --* abbie.doll of caution 2.0 made this!
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