Post by Joshua Hawk on Jun 9, 2009 3:51:48 GMT
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Joshua Mitchel Hawk
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`I THINK WE HAVE AN EMERGENCY
so are you listening?
NICKNAMES Joe, Josh
SEX Male
D.O.B July 31
AGE 14
HEIGHT 5'7
ETHNICITY Caucasian
SEXUALITY bisexual
ILLNESS(S)/ REASON FOR BEING HERE self-harm, attempted murder, attempted suicide
PLAYED BY Luke Benward
CLIQUE Depressive/Suicidal
SUB CLIQUE Emo, I guess
DESCRPTION
Josh isn't the tallest person around. He is kind of tall though. He's pretty skinny though. He only weighs 85 lbs. He has scars on his wrists for cutting himself. He has light brown hair and green eyes. His hair flows down to the bottom of his neck.
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`AND I CANT PRETEND I DONT SEE THIS
it's really not your fault
when no one cares to talk about it
when no one cares to talk about it
+ cars
+ dudes
+ chicks
+ knives & guns
+ gory movies
+ scary movies
+ Italian food
+ helping others
NAME DISLIKES
- Mexican food
- rated 'G' movies
- country
- cats
- spiders
- snakes
- living
- school
HOBBIES
+ surfing
+ harming himself
+ soccor
+ baseball
+ writing suicidal letters
MOM Deborah Hawk, 43, elmentry school English teacher
DAD Damon Hawk, 46, movie director and producer
SIBLINGS none
OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS he doesn't have any aunts and uncles, and his grandparents are dead.
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Queit, Josh never talks to anyone. He doesn't trust anyone with anything. He doesn't think that people understand him. He never used to be queit, he used to be talkitive and loud. Now, he doesn't even say hi, he only uses sign language, but not that often. Maybe part of the reason why he doesn't talk is because he's a bit deaf, he uses hearing aids.
Suicidal, Josh often writes suicide notes. He is failing in school. He doesn't eat at all, he only drinks water. He attempted suicide many times, but all times failed. He never smiles anymore. He sees how sharp something is, like a knife or scissors, and if it's sharp enough, he'll use it. He's tried to kill himself many times.
Music, he loves music. He will listen to music all day, but it has to be death metal, otherwise, he won't listen to it. He has even made some music himself. He's made music about killing yourself and starving yourself to death. If someone turns off his music, he won't do anything about it.
The good boy, Josh can also be a good boy. He still makes friends. He can be creative and invent things too. He can make love. Sometimes, not all the time, he pretends to be happy, but on the inside he isn't. He tries to act friendly. He shows people his inventions.
Misunderstood, Josh feels so misunderstood. He thinks drawing pictures of death and people being hanged is normal for him. He doesn't think people will ever get him. People try to help him, but to him, that only makes things worse. He's been sent to the hospital many times before for almost starving himself to death and attempting suicide. He knows that people don't know why he does these kinds of things. He's also been sent to three different physicitrists.
Darkness, he rarely sleeps, even when he tells his parents good night, most of the time, he doesn't go to sleep. He actually likes the dark better than the day, and would spend all the time in the world, just to be in the dark.
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`IF YOU THINK I'D LEAVE THEN YOU WERE WRONG
cause i wont stop holding on
Joshua Mitchel Hawk was born on July 31st at two in the morning in
Denver, Colorado.
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`SCARS, THEY WILL NOT FADE AWAY
I've seen you cry, way too many times
when you deserved to be alive
when you deserved to be alive
NICKNAMES J (I don't like being called Jamie)
AGE[/b] 15
WHERE CAN WE CONTACT YOU? pm.
ACTIVITY LEVEL daily, weekly etc
EXPERIENCE months, years?
AVERAGE POST LENGTH[/b] 200, 300, 500?
WHERE DID YOU FIND US? site name, or place, provide a link please but you dont have to
PASSWORD find it in the rules
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