Post by Alec Andrews on Jun 7, 2009 17:14:27 GMT
Alec Jonathan Andrews
[/size][/center]▪ My heart keeps racing, I don't know what to do. You're giving me Anxiety
`I THINK WE HAVE AN EMERGENCY
so are you listening?
NICKNAMES Alec or Nathan
SEX male
ADDRESS Portland, Maine
D.O.B April 3rd, 1993
AGE Sixteen
HEIGHT 5ft 10 inches
WEIGHT 141 pounds
ETHNICITY Canadian
SEXUALITY bisexual
ILLNESS(S)/ REASON FOR BEING HERE Severe Panic Attacks
PLAYED BY Mitch Hewer
CLIQUEPsychiatric Disorder
SUB CLIQUE Sweetheart
DESCRPTION
Alec is sixteen years old, and somewhat tall for his age. He has pale blond hair that likes to fall into his eyes constantly. Alec is a great big ray of sunshine most days, and he is very fun to be around. Until he gets a panic attack, that is.
Alec’s panic attacks are usually diverse in severity, though they are normally as severe as they can get. They happen for no apparent reason, but always end with him wanting to go crawl somewhere and die. Otherwise though, he is a very happy kid. The happiest camper you will ever meet, though the attacks are ruining his life.
He wouldn’t have to go to this prison if not for the panic attacks, and he in no way wants to be here. He will do anything to get out. Anything to get better. He only wants to get back to his real life at home, to his Nana, to his friends who cared about him, to his lovers who wanted to stand by him through anything. He misses them.
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`AND I CANT PRETEND I DONT SEE THIS
it's really not your fault
when no one cares to talk about it
when no one cares to talk about it
NAME DISLIKES Country music, Colored Pencils, Loud Noises, Screaming, Crying, Disappointment, Liars, Mean People
HOBBIES Writing, Reading, Dancing, Running, Track and Field, Singing.
MOM Susan Rae Andrews, 41, Computer Saleswoman.
DAD Jonathan Carter Andrews (died before Alec was born)
SIBLINGS Lily Blue Andrews, 7, Elementary School.
OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS Alison White, on mothers side, 62, Works at the local bank. She is Alec’s favorite family member.
(stepfather) Michael Olivers, 47, Engineer.
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▪ You are my Sunshine
Alec has oftentimes been described as a ray of sunshine. He is nice to everyone unless they are mean to begin with. Alec will always find the best in every situation, even if it you are sitting outside the principal’s office waiting to get suspended because you paintballed a classroom hot pink and lime green with your boyfriend.
If I wanted your sympathy , I’d have asked for it
Alec doesn’t want your sympathy about his attacks. He will deal with them in his own way, on his own . Most of the time. If he needs it, he will probably cry on your shoulder, but please don’t say that you are sorry.
We all need friends
Alec makes friends easily. He loves being around people who share his interests. At home, he has tons of friends and normally his weekends would be booked solid with things to do for the next 3 years. If you are Alec’s friend, hold on tight for a fun filled thrill ride.
If I say that I love you, I mean it
Alec will never say the words ‘I love you’ unless he absolutely means it. You know how sometimes friends will tell each other that that they love them? He won’t do it. He believes that love is something that must be taken extremely serious. You don’t mess with people’s hearts.
Can you hear the music?
Alec loves music. He loves dancing to it, he loves singing to it. Even if you hate to sing, he can probably get you to sing. Even if it’s just row row row your boat. He thinks that music is a way to express yourself. Listen to happy music, you are a happy person. Listen to Screamo, you are probably screaming inside. Get it?
Let me see you move
Alec believes that staying in shape is crucial to life, which is why he spends any free time he can possibly get playing sports like soccer, basketball, tennis. If he doesn’t have anyone to play with, he will just go for a run. At home, there was a great path through the forest for trail running, which he loved in the mornings when the mist was just rising...
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`IF YOU THINK I'D LEAVE THEN YOU WERE WRONG
cause i wont stop holding on
▪ Once upon a time, there were two adults who met and fell in love. They got married and the woman got pregnant. Her husband was in the military and was accidentally killed during training. The woman was devastated and when she gave birth to her son, she gave him to her mother to raise.
Alec Jonathan Andrews lived almost all of his childhood life under the caring watch of his Nana, who loved him dearly. On holidays and birthdays, Alec had to go see his mother who would inspect him, give him a kiss on the cheek, and ignore him the rest of the visit. He didn’t mind at all.
When Alec turned 11, he had his first panic attack while at his mother’s house. This was after he found out he had a little sister. His mother had been hiding her from him for 4 years in fear that she would want to be with her brother a lot. Alec felt so uncared for, so unloved, so ashamed this his mother wouldn’t let him see his own sister, that something triggered inside of him. From that day on, he had Panic Attacks as often as once a week and as he got older, it was lucky if he didn’t have one every other day.
His grandmother didn’t know what to do. She was scared Alec would try and take his life. She was so afraid she was going to lose one of the most important people in his life, she put him in therapy, which did almost nothing because, truth be told, Alec was a very happy kid. He had friends, and by the time he was 13 he had his first girlfriend. His grandmother couldn’t understand why he still had the panic attacks, but then again, neither could Alec.
When Alec turned 14, he had his first boyfriend. He loved that boy with all his heart and told him so. As it turns out, this boy didn’t care about him at all. He broke up with Alec through a text message, which triggered more panic attacks then Alec was used to. He soon got another boyfriend though and was happy. Until the attacks still continued to come on as strong as they had been. He was hoping that feeling loved would make them stop. It was not to be.
Alec continued having horrible panic attacks for the next 2 years which resulted in him getting sent to Michigan State to get better. Everyone wished him good luck, and no one seemed very surprised that he was getting sent away.
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`SCARS, THEY WILL NOT FADE AWAY
I've seen you cry, way too many times
when you deserved to be alive
when you deserved to be alive
NICKNAMES People call me Soph
AGE[/b]Fourteen
WHERE CAN WE CONTACT YOU? Email and/or PM
ACTIVITY LEVEL Daily (unless I am away)
EXPERIENCE 2 years
AVERAGE POST LENGTH[/b] I do believe I could get 400
WHERE DID YOU FIND US? Suffer the Children
PASSWORD ADMIN EDIT
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THE LYRICS HAVE BEEN CHANGED BY FROM AAR TO PARAMORE BY AMY OF MICHIGAN STATE[/color][/blockquote]
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