Post by Lola Flynn on Jun 5, 2009 16:38:45 GMT
Lola Elizabeth Flynn
[/size][/center]▪ How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb...
Without a soul...
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb...
Without a soul...
`I THINK WE HAVE AN EMERGENCY
so are you listening?
NICKNAMES -
SEX female
D.O.B 13th of September
AGE seventeen
HEIGHT 5'5
ETHNICITY British
SEXUALITY straight
ILLNESS(S) Depression, drug and alcohol addiction.
PLAYED BY Kaya Scodelario
CLIQUE Depressive/suicidal
SUB CLIQUE Rebels
DESCRPTION
Lola is quite a beautiful girl, but looks rather slutty with some of the things she wears and her dark make-up. Her look could also be described as 'seductive'. Although she is rather young, she uses her looks to seduce people into doing what she wants whether it's for attention or to simply gain an object or substance of sorts. She's a brunette with blue/grey eyes and full lips. Her face is an oval shape and her skin is rather pale which either makes her features stand out or makes her look drained or ill, depending on what mood she's in. She stands at about 5'5 and is slightly underweight for her age, probably from all the drugs she's taken.
Her style ranges when her mood changes, but she tends to stick to dark colors, she never wears anything that's bright and cheerful. When she wants to impress (or seduce), she wears clothes that show off her body such as mini dresses and skimpy tops and although these kinds of clothes barely cover her, they're classy and sexy none the less. Lace and leather clothes are some of her favorites. Lola's everyday, casual look doesn't flaunt her body as much, choosing to stick to simple clothes like jeans and t-shirts. Her shoes vary as the occasion changes, but she really likes black boots as they are both comfortable and edgy, which suits her personality perfectly.
Being the rebellious girl that Lola is, there's no surprise by the fact that she's got her belly button pierced. She would have more piercings (besides her ears), but her parents don't approve of piercings so she had to get a piercing where they wouldn't notice. Lola also has a few tattoos. On her hip bone she has a withering rose and on her right shoulder she has a lone wolf howling at the moon. She intends to get more tattoos when she gets out of Michigan State.
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`AND I CANT PRETEND I DONT SEE THIS
it's really not your fault
when no one cares to talk about it
when no one cares to talk about it
NAME DISLIKES herself, not getting what she wants, being deprived of drugs and alcohol, her parents, not being able to party, Michigan State, people who do her wrong.
HOBBIES reading, writing, photography, partying, sex, dancing.
MOM kathy, 43, teacher
DAD rupert, 45, cars salesman
SIBLINGS charlie, 18, deceased
OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS -
OVERALL PERSONALITY[/b]
▪ Lola may seem like she is a girl filled with confidence, but that's just the outside layer. Inside Lola hates herself, no inside she 'loathes' herself to the point where she just lets go of herself. When she lets go of herself, she uses alcohol, drugs and sex to take her mind off her self loathing. It's these three things that give her temporary relief and it's these three things that allow her to like herself even if it's only for a short while. She doesn't care in the slightest that she has gotten into the habit of feeding her addictions. It's the pleasant (to her) effects that she cares about.
Lola is very seductive and manipulative and uses her looks and sex appeal to get what she wants. She will sleep with a guy if it means gaining free drugs or alcohol. She absolutely loves getting what she wants and if she doesn't, well that's a side of her that you don't want to see. Lola can be quite aggressive and angry if things don't go her way, which may result in physical violence, but that's as far as her anger will go regarding other people. The least that will happen if she doesn't get what she wants is that she'll hold a grudge against you and that grudge is rather difficult to break.
While Lola may seem like a bit of a bitchy slut, that's only her image. Inside there is a lonely girl who doesn't have anyone to turn to after her brother died in a car crash. Because she doesn't have anyone she can turn to, she turns to drugs, alcohol and sex, things that give her temporary thrills to forget about the pain she feels inside. If she's really depressed, she'll cut herself until she cries. She rarely shows her emotions in public, seeing it as a weakness and she never wants others to view her as weak.
Lola does have a happy side, it's just harder to find as it is usually under the surface now that she has depression. It takes a real special person to bring out the best in her, but she doesn't have many true friends due to her indifference towards people. Her humor is often dry or sarcastic. She finds the oddest things amusing and when she smiles, it's more of a sneer unless she's acting as apart of seducing. She rarely shows a true smile when she's sober or not on drugs.
If she is your friend, she's one of the most loyal people you'll ever meet unless you cross her. If you gain her trust, she'll have your back when you need it. It's better to be friends rather than foes with Lola, or at least stay out of her way. Her manipulative ways tend to push the situation into her favor and you don't want to be in her path if she's feeling manipulative.
Overall, Lola is just a lonely, misunderstood teen that craves attention and love from those around her. While she is addicted to the certain habits she has, she still has the desire to break out of them, she's just afraid to do it alone and is far too rebellious to take orders from the Michigan State staff. What she really desires is someone who knows exactly how she feels, someone that won't give up on her, someone that will set her free from the lifeless shell she has confined herself in.
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`IF YOU THINK I'D LEAVE THEN YOU WERE WRONG
cause i wont stop holding on
▪ Lola Elizabeth Flynn was born in Bristol, England to Kathy and Rupert after her brother Charlie, two years before herself. Lola had a normal, happy childhood back in England where she grew up in a nice, middle class home. Her parents had honest jobs, her mum was a teacher and her father was a cars salesman, together they brought in a decent income, enough to give Lola and Charlie everything they needed.
As the years went by, Charlie was always there as a guide, a brother and her best friend. When they were both in primary school, he'd always look out for her, insuring that she would never get picked on when he was around. Lola made friends in primary school and socialized alot. She could always be seen laughing and playing and just having a good time all the time.
The big transition from primary school to high school was easy for Lola as her big brother, Charlie remained loyal to his sister and guided her into everything she was nervous about. Because people already knew Charlie, Lola made friends easily and her confidence soon shined through. As she progressed through high school, Lola's grades were excellent, she rarely went to parties and she had a great group of friends.
Her life changed for the worst when her brother turned eighteen. On the day of his birthday he finally got his drivers license (being in England, he could only gain his permit when he was eighteen). Excited, he wanted to rush home to show Lola and take her for a drive around the city. The day was a rainy one which made the roads slippery, which made it hard for Charlie to control his car, when without warning he was hit side on by another car that came out of no where. Charlie was brought to hospital, but had lost too much blood and had broken too many bones in his body to live. Lola and her parents were devastated as Charlie passed away in the night, especially Lola who blamed herself for making him want to rush home.
Lola's life went downhill from there. Her grades went down, she ditched her friends and she ended up partying every weekend, getting into all sorts of drugs and alcohol. Her parents argued constantly, not giving Lola the attention and love she needed at the time. Lola felt empty with Charlie gone. It was only until she tried to kill herself with pills and alcohol that her parents noticed her. Hurting herself seemed to be the only way to get their attention.
It was after her suicide attempt that caused Lola's parents to make the decision to move them to America for a new start. Little did Lola know (until she got there that is) that her new school would be much different to the school she was used to. While her parents thought that they were doing the right thing, locking their daughter up has just made her worse. Will she be able to survive Michigan State? Will she be able to be rid of her depression and addictions? Who knows?
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`SCARS, THEY WILL NOT FADE AWAY
I've seen you cry, way too many times
when you deserved to be alive
when you deserved to be alive
NICKNAMES larnie
AGE[/b] eighteen
WHERE CAN WE CONTACT YOU? pm is fine
ACTIVITY LEVEL will try for daily, but i might have to restrict myself to a few times per week seeing as i have three sites of my own to run plus real life.
EXPERIENCE 4-5 years give or take
AVERAGE POST LENGTH[/b] 300-800 depending on how much muse i have.
WHERE DID YOU FIND US? an ad on my site, Hartwell Lake. xD
PASSWORD ADMIN EDIT
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